thoughts.

year 2007 had been great for me. i had a lots of memories from that year. i began to discover new things and i was able to achieved a lot.

i won 2nd in regonals division on the 2007 National Statistics Quiz Bee. with God i was able to defeat the other giant schools. thank God He gave me courage to share how He worked in wonderful ways by having my experience as a testimonial to others. He gave me more than what i asked Him. He guided me all along.

but the latter part of the year was a draugth. i was spiritually down. i don't think God cares for me anymore. but with His grace i continue to seek Him and hold on with His promise.

Jeremiah 29:13
"You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart."

and so my bestfriend helped me. we came up with this accountability partner. we will be accountable to each other.

the book Purpose Driven Life also helped me in answering some of my questions about life and God.

i was able to finished it last year but i want to read it again. the last that i read was the topic of day 7 about our temporary assignment here on earth. it answered my question why i feel awkward when talking to some of my friends. i don't have any close friends like what i had during highschool. they were different, when you talked to my high school friends about how God works in your life, it's normal. but now it's like your telling what's in jupiter, different -- not interesting.

i guess children of God doesn't really belong here that's why we feel different here.


+ where you are today is not where God wants you to stay+