i can't explain what i'm feeling right now. as if i'm into something undefined, uncontrollable and unimaginable. i was able to feel this before, that time is when i was hurt by someone i loved. right now, i can consider this situation like the situation i've experienced before.
he pretended not to notice me at all. he didn't even cared how will i feel after i'll found out. and as if he really cared at all. thank God i've found it out.
i don't know if this is a way of telling me to stop all those things that i'm doing for him and to let the Author og my life to make His own story for me.i was so stupid not to be careful about this. i think he already knows what i'm feeling for him. after i realized that he might came out with this conclusion, i didn't know what to do then.
i decided not to do anything. but, he didn't even noticed. he even snobbed. it was hurtful. but i know i can handle this.
+ let go and let God +
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