still, i could see hope

i prayed each day,but still i can't feel any answer. i saw no light each day. i seek for refuge. i did all things but still i can't. then, i saw myself, lying in darkness. i was searching for a wrong perspective. i searched for something that really can't give me what i'm looking for.

i became self-centered and think everyone is wrong and i'm right. i felt so alone as i lie on my bed and pray. i seek for truth. he made me realized that what i' was doing is wrong. i think only of myself. i'm becoming selfish and self-righteous. i cried while i'm taking a bath so that tears can't be notice but my heart is still exhausted after i cried. i prayed and i feel God's embrace. He gave me hope and told me to slow things and refresh my mind. after the talk with God, i started a new day with full of hope, as if i'm renewed.



"Behold I make all things new"

Rev 21:5

God gives us hope whenever we feel down,just pray.